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i h8 how i work out everyday but it seems like its doing no good. wtf? all this hard work for nothing? i mean i can blame myself but still!?! i barely eat what i want with the amount i want anymore. what else is there to do make myself vomit?? omg.. help me Lord. please. i h8 being this way. im never satisfied with myself. even though thats what i tell people. i gained 5 effin pounds! i prayed already.. i hope that works.

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