dear me.. [♥]

THiS HAS BEEN THE BEST DAY i'VE HAD SO FAR ;]]

i hung with old friends from echo lake. and my childhood best friend CHRiSTiAN ELiZABETH MASON who still happens to be one of my best friends ;] i love her.

i caught up with dolores for a bit. and ALLEN JUNG, KJELL HENDRiCKS, & TOVAR 'HOTTiE' SANCHEZ lol.

it was good catching up with them. ;] chichis still da same. and dats what i love bout her. we had so much memories together. i just remembered a whole bunch because of her ;]]

we'll see eachother nxt week.

tovar asked me to hang out!!! ;]

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mkei. before i get to the part where im hella fucking pissed.

let me just say that i had alot of fun with the best guys ever JORGE NOVi AND FRANK! but mostly jorge. lol.. i saw leonne too and uhm, daylen. but he couldnt stay. haha.. daylen gives the biggest hugs ;]

well anyway. so i saw rosey for the first time in a long time again!! and it was kinda awkward coz its not like before how we'd talk about anything. then frank told me that rosey wat trying to make frank stay away from me as possible. like NOT even talk to me. which is ridiculous coz we were friends way before she and frank went out but thats not even the point. im her best friend or atleast used to be. and i really thought she had trust in me! but apparantly NOT. then, i heard from frank whose her boyfriend and would probably not talk smack about his own girlfriend unless it was THAT serious told me that when i'd try to iM rosey before she'd be really annoyed. i mean.. she'd be iRRiTATED as hell!! like omg.. frank said he'd be happy to talk to me coz its ONLY aim!! and knowing that she hasnt talked to me in forever! omg.. im so pissed right now. i cant even explain it. coz i never thought shed turn out this way. shes the one that said that highschools changed everyone. i guess it included her.

well anyway. so frank and i talked for a long time about alot of things. which at first made me feel bad before i found out that rosey didnt give a fuck about me. and jorge and i hung with novi. who got a little too forward lol.. he punched my ass which frank told me is kinda wierd coz in 6th grade we barely talked and we've only talked for like 5 effing minutes then you go and punch my ass. and he said that he'd 'do' me. but i think frank said that too? haha.. i heard it. but anyway.. hm? he was all like 'yea frank tells people that hes had sex wid rosey, i mean for example if i had sex with you i wouldnt tell anyone.' i was like.. ooookkk. haha but it was all good. he was nice. and leonnes still nice and tight ;]] theyre so tall! haha.. i feel like i can talk to guys more now instead of girls. girls are soo.. ugghh!! im so pissed at rosey. but i cant talk to her or say nothing to her about it coz then she'd find out that franks the one that told me and frank would get in soo much trouble even by just knowing that he talked to me. no offense to my supposedly best friend but thats so stuffid. especially for someone who has a 4.0 average and who hugs me like nothings going on. she hugs tight too. i think ima feel bad after a while for thinking bout this stuff about her but right now im so pissed. disappointed. angry. and more importantly .. HURT.

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arrghh.. im really frustrated right now. i've been in seattle for about a month now. and i've only hung out with some of my friends. and thats REALLY hanging out. not like, 'hi hello bye' kind of thing.

i mean. yea they're busy sure.. or whatever they dont wanna be the ones to plan. but they atleast gotta try. even my grandpa was disappionted bout it. coz they dont even take the initiative to plan nothing!! i hung with joshie though.. hes the best i swear. and atleast nadine always keeps in contact with me. arrgh.. what the heck is going on? i mean how many times am i coming back here or visiting here and they cant even give a few hours of their oh-so-busy day..

even roseanne who is my best friend.. doesnt even take the wheel to plan anything. i dont even think she wants to see or hang out with me. wtf??! arrghh.. i cant stop saying that! damnit. they've been waiting for me to come.. and now what?? omg.. i cant stand it.

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